Rant (lol)A Poem by nightmaskI found this in one of my old journals it's kinda funny to me :) but only coz I have dark humor I'm sorry I can't be perfect I'm stupid and worthless you hate me because I'm different don't you? Im sorry for the way I am I want to die coz you make me feel so tired of living in a world with nothing but hate and people tormenting me I'm sorry I'm too fat or too skinny I'm sorry Ihave an ugly face im sorry that i chose to be wierd and i disgrace you im sorry i wear black BUT THERE IS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING I DO I JUST WANT TO BE IN SOME WAY NOTICED AND I WEAR BLACK BEACUSE IT'S MY GOD DAMN FUNERAL EVERY FUKING DAY BECAUSE EVERY DAY I KILL MY SELF OVER AND OVER FOR YOU I'M SORRY BUT I KNOW YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR IT BEACUSE YOU WANT ME TO DIE BECAUSE YOUR ASHAMED OF ME BECAUSE OF THE WAY I THINK I'M SORRY THAT I'M EVEN ALIVE EVEN THOUGH YOU BROUGHT ME INTO THIS WORLD I HATE YOU FOR THAT BECAUSE I'M ALONE AND MY LIFE IS AN ENDLESS NIGHTMARE OF HELL AND DEATH WOULD BE SO PEACEFUL AND QUIET THAT'S WHY I WANT IT SO BADLY BUT I CAN'T HAVE IT BECAUSE MY SOUL IS IMMORTAL AND IT WONT DIE AND I AM TRAPPED HERE FOR EVER SO I'M SORRY I DONT WANT YOUR PITY I WANT YOU TO DIE BECAUSE I HAVE SUFFERED MORE THEN YOU'LL EVER KNOW AND YOU DON'T EVEN CARE OR GIVE A S**T ABOUT ME! © 2008 nightmaskAuthor's Note
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1 Review Added on July 27, 2008 AuthornightmaskAbouti am me, there is not much else to say. i like sweeney todd, tim burton, anime, and bright shiny colors, lol(z) ha ha. i was recently diagnosed with abcd, no...wait...asbd....adad.....ughhh......(mean.. more..Writing
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