My light, Seima

The light, My Seima

Fear burns me inside

With pain that makes me blind

 

Living without a heart, I’m a monster

Living in illusion that has luster

Seeking peace of mind

For my thoughts are crazy so peace I need to find

 

Hiding in a cage of wall and steal

Covering wounds of a body that won’t heal

 

And in hope I don’t believe even though I should

Emotions I need even though they do no good

 

I hide behind masks, it became my personality

And that’s what we all do, it’s not just me

 

In the disguise of someone else, who, we don’t ask

For it’s easier to run and hide behind a mask

 

And in this darkness I scent a light

Warm, soft and pure , my curiosity I try to fight

 

As this light approaches me I become a child

I just wanted to make it mine before it’s released to the wild

 

So this light abates my cold some and keeps me company

Makes me smile even though it remains a huge mystery

  

Where did it come from?

Crazy again like a mad beat drum

 

Is it staying for long?

This beautiful companion in my song

 

Fear controls me again

Causing headache and sweet pure pain

 

This light is special it’s not ordinary

It has powers that made it legendary

 

It has cured my soul and drew me a heart

Covered my wounds and made me a bard

 

And in hope it made me believe

But what hope will there be when it leaves?

 

And emotions it gave me and I’m under it’s spell

It saved me from myself and made me well

 

 

This light is special it’s not ordinary

It has powers that made it legendary

 

Its rays are made of pure smiles

That hid my pain for the longest while

 

So close I look even though I might loose sight

I know that by heart but its love I can’t fight

 

It’s the face of mercy for this cave through this dark

It became my diary my emotions it marks

 

And I want this light to stay for ever long

So careful I shall always be I hope I never go wrong

 

And this light is who I can call my friend

I’m grateful to have you hopefully for the end…

Author's Note

Please be hard :)

Reviews

[Cherrie]

...And in this darkness I scent a light Warm, soft and pure , my curiosity I try to fight...
It’s the face of mercy .. wonderful poem

[M.Kilani]

hummmm some verses are just perfect, but some are forced to rhyme, the poem is somehow too long and it feels like something is missing in the middle, feels like two poems combined together, still it is good, and I know you can work on a better one.