It’s just about time for me to say
It’s time to have things my way…
I’ve always wished that God would order death angel to take my soul away
before you know what goes on in my brain
But since in the book of my life it was meant for you to know and I to live on
then let it be though I know those words will be drained…
I never thought that I would say this
But here it goes I’ll explain this mess…
I’ve only done what you taught me to
What you and time made me do…
Mistakes were done I admit
Sorry I am not I have no regrets...
Only a few things I wish you would forgive me for
Because their pain, I can`t endure not any more…
Forgive my foolish thought
That being me would be just enough …
Forgive my blind eyes
For seeing love and care in your treats…
Forgive my diff ears
For hearing you talking about me…
Forgive my unlimited greed
For asking you to believe in me…
Forgive my emotion’s box
For beating wrong emotions…
Forgive my hopes and dreams
For being so hard to be reached…
Forgive my strong determination
For being so stubborn…
I should’ve known it was too much for you to handle
You should`ve told me instead of freezing my candle…
But now all cards are on the table
And the game is obvious and stable…
Therefore forgive the blind me that I used to be..