I never betrayed you

It is never the storm that i want to skip away

its the silence that scares me everytime

these deep silences make me screech loudly

reminiscing my past i realize my cries were never listened upon

neither were my tears wipened

i was left out as an object accused of betraying my so called "own" people

And now i feel happy when i stand in a crowd

As no one is seeing me ...not even you..

because i can not let my eyes meet yours

I m ashamed...i m scared and immature enough to carry this  encumbrance of an "accused one"..

give me a chance to justify myself...i never betrayed you!!!

I want to run away now....and never want to come back...

the way where nobody goes...the place where nobody lives...

& then only i will be satiated enough...

that I TOO AM SUFFERING THE SAME PAIN THAT YOU SUFFER EVERY SINGLE SECOND!!!!

Reviews

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. exceptionally expressive and powerful ... being misconstrued is very painful ... i seek freedom from its shackles everyday and wish the same for you ... suffering is not an answer ... and i do realize the last line is a cry in anguish because i've cried in anguish ... only to realize ... that it's better to wipe my tears and do something about the silence ... nonetheless, this is a beautiful poem ... very moving ...

[Siddhartha]

Powerfully put with cathartic lines that strike at the very heart...

P.S.- The poem is excellent but has some minor typographical errors though and could do with some editing.

[Twilight]

Well, this seems to be slightly confused and with some spelling errors. Also, filled with anguish and emotional pain. Keep writing!

[paul]

very powerful lines.

[Invisible Ink]

This made me so sad and gave me goosebumps!! Great job!
I'm assuming it is spoken word, it's a little difficult to read, but wouldn't be if spoken... wish I could hear it, I bet it's very powerful!

[how.girls.get.clean]

great poem :) you have amazing description.

[katee]

very nice..:)