the voices

the demons in the night

time for more fun

they come for me just as i knew they would

they are here every night

whispers in my head

the doubts they like to plant

whipsering words of self doubt and worry

you are not good enough they say

your not pretty enough to ever be the high point in anyone's day

 

i try to block them out

squeezing my eyes shut

whisper prayers to who , i have no idea

saying your wrong i have value

 

but how do you block out voices that never stop?

that are never ending

the voices the echo around in my head

 

will i ever be free?

do i even deserve to be?

 

 

 

Author's Note

written about self doubt that never seems to go away for me