Dreaming Of Pots And Pans

Laying in bed
Dreaming of pots and pans
Feeling dead
Wishing for your hands

Laying in stars
Looking at the void
Trying to heal my scars
But feeling devoid

One day I want to marry you
Dreams come between so far and few
It's the only one left
Because I'm here bereft
Do you even know I love you?
Do you even know?

I know it's not insane
But maybe I'm a bit too vain
Maybe I'm a little too gone
To wake up with you at dawn
But If you wanted it somehow
I'd be here for now
If you preferred
I could be flighty like the bird
Fly away when you want me to
But be around when you need someone close to you
I know it's not insane
But I dream in vain
Of pots and pans
Cooking breakfast in your kitchen

Laying in bed
Dreaming of pots and pans
Feeling dead
Wishing for your hands

Laying in stars
Looking at the void
Trying to heal scars
But feeling devoid

Last week I thought to call
But I can't bear to bother at all
You're too busy with life
For me to be your wife
Do you even know how far I fall?
Do you even know?

I know it's not crazy
To be your baby
But I think it's past time
To stop calling you mine
More than ever
I try to be clever
But it's closing hour
Gotta go up in my tower
Leave you alone for a while
While I know you're in denial
I know it's not crazy
But I've lost my mind lately
I need to fill a void
Before you get annoyed

Laying in bed
Dreaming of pots and pans
Feeling dead
Wishing for your hands

Laying in stars
Looking at the void
Trying to heal scars
But feeling devoid

All at a time I'll think everything is fine
There's not a feeling so divine
Things will be better
Just like the weather
Do you even know that you're mine?
Do you even know?

I know it's not deranged
But I'm starting to feel strange
I know you're right there
But I think it's unfair
Nothing you've done has hurt me
But I can't set you free
Maybe one day
There'll be a reason for you to stay
But until it comes
Alone is the sum
I know it's not deranged
To say things have changed
But I'm not sure
If it's so pure

Do you know I love you?
Do you know how far I fall?
Do you know you're mine?
I love you but I'm cryin'

It's not so insane
To stay in your lane
And it's not crazy, baby
To be your lady
But it's not deranged
To keep my love contained
For a day that you're ready and willing
To make it worth all this time I've been killing

I'm laying in bed
Dreaming of pots and pans
Waiting in dread
Of the cants and cans

Laying in stars
Looking at the void
Assessing the scars
Feeling paranoid