I Don't Want To

I don't want to live anymore
That's what I said
They all said no
And it burned a hole
Right through the centre of my brain
I don't want to live anymore
And I don't want to breathe
Cuz I miss you babe
And I want you to know
Its not good enough to dream of you
I don't want to live anymore
I want to run through the trees
Feel nothing on my body
Be one with the sun
Float naked in the water with a knife through my heart
I don't want to live anymore
And I don't want to know
What it would be like
What it would feel like
Because I'm truly not living anymore

Author's Note

I hit a real low in December 2017