Urgent Need

There's something growing inside me
He hates, he's trying to defile me
There's nothing I can do but hide away
If only I had known
If only I had known
If only I had known things would end this way
I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm scared and I'm alone and there's no way to find my way back home
I'm looking for a light
But it's so dark, it's always night
I'm trying not to cry
Because inside I want to die
There's nowhere left to try to run away
Please help me now instead
As I'm laying here in bed
There's no time for to be late
Oh this urge I truly hate
There's no traffic for me to run into the road
If there was another way
Don't you think I'd save the day
I'd be the hero all would love
And there would be no other way
But I'm dying here alone
As I sob and as I moan
There's nobody by my side to tell me everything's alright
So I'm laying here in bed
Truly wishing I was dead
If someone could come and see
I don't want to stay, so please let's flee
I just want to be away from here
There's no one who will shed a tear
For my hopeless case of rather nots
I'd show my face but I cannot
I'm hiding while I'm lost inside my own black filthy mind
I'm forgotten and I've so been left behind