Various remnants of heartbreak - I'll Probably Still Love You Anyway

I get sad a lot and I cry out poems

I don't know how much longer I can go 

Without it my heart is gonna blow

My eyes have rivers of acid tears 

Pumping blood ringing in my ears 

There's a pain I can't comprehend 

This truly feels like it's the end 

My heart is going to pop 

I'm such a sad and soulless sop 

Maybe if one day I had my remedy 

I could finally live happily 

I don't know how much longer I can stay 

The tears make my vision blur and sway 

Cars far away are stars 

Radio love songs tear up old scars 

I don't know when I'll be free 

To have clear vision so I can see 

A pumping heart is useless without love

Maybe all I need is a single shove 

Push me away or pull me close

My body is just a heartless host 

I need a magic elixir 

To really fix 'er 

I don't know how much longer I can be 

Us turned to you and me 

I thought I was over it 

But every time I hear someone say I love you I'm hit 

A thrashed wound so deep 

And these chemicals seep 

Maybe if I knew why 

I could finally say goodbye 

But until I know 

These feelings just don't go 

A secret romance is hard to keep 

A secret romance that now makes me weep 

I don't know if I can stand it much longer 

Its like a merciless hunger 

It's holding me back and away 

It's making me stay 

Trust me, I wanna move on 

But your thought still isn't gone 

If I ever live this through 

I promise I won't be mad at you 

Its not your fault 

That my default 

Is sad and loneliness, but hey

Even if I get over you I'll probably love you anyway

Author's Note

Please notify me of any grammatical errors

Reviews

[I Am Svetlana]

We cannot help who we fall in love with or even why we still love them after they hurt us. I've found love, but still go through bad stages in my mind and write sad poems. Who said love will make us happy all the time or heal us? We write because we feel its best for us, that putting pen to paper can somehow fix our broken soul and steer it onto a different, better path.

[Ariana Omnomnom]

For the amount of love I've been in I've been in way too much heartbreak

[Relic]

You have such a talent for detail. There are several lines that are deep. The poem as a whole and the emotions involved make this a top notch poem. Great writing.

[Ariana Omnomnom]

I wrote it in the car today, lol. The other night when I was having difficulty sleeping I thought of the first two lines and saved them on my phone.
Then revisited it today and finished it.

[Relic]

I wish I had that kind of talent.

[Ariana Omnomnom]

Lol, I'm sure you're good.

[Relic]

Eh, sometimes, but not all the time.

[Ariana Omnomnom]

I'm not always good either

[Relic]

It takes years to be consistent I guess.

[Ariana Omnomnom]

Well even at my young age I've been writing for several years.

[Relic]

I can see that, you've got some talent in you.

[Ariana Omnomnom]

Thanks lol

[Relic]

You're welcome.