For Raven

This is for my bestfriend, whom I will cherish no matter how much we get on each other's nerves.

she’s there to push me down when i need to get up
her jealousy cuts me deep

i hate how she always calls when i need to be alone

i hate how she starts arguments with me about nothing

she’s there to make me feel worthless

her glares are like ice splinters in my soul

i hate how she’s never really there when i need her

i hate how she always gets attention

but most of all
i hate how i don’t hate her at all
in fact
she’s my bestfriend
and everything else i can live through.