it would've been much easier...

when there were stars,

which didn’t fall

she never thought

that it was all momentary

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ when everything was so clear

and bright, and what she liked

it never crossed her mind

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ that one day the world would become blurry

shrouded in her gradual madness

colors would fade, and everything she liked

friends, family, peaceful chaos, laughter

would die in a dissolute mess

and it would faze her so cruelly

she would want to exit that world

hopes, gone and dead and buried

happiness, so fleeting

survival, so difficult

it would’ve been much easier

had she prepared for it beforehand

and had she known… happiness was momentary

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ i could’ve known it was temporary