The Last Six Days.

these past Six Days
I've been all by myself
so Alone


I haven't been able to
Breath
or Sleep
or Eat

Haven't been able
 to go an
Hour
without
Crying

Six
WHOLE
Days
of putting food
 in my mouth
just to
 RUN
 to the bathroom
 and
Almost
 throw it up

Six
Days
of laying there
Wondering
 if your okay
my mind
Not Allowing
my body to
SLEEP

Six
 Days
 of the Air being
 Crushed
 out of me
for what seems like
NO
 reason at all

Six
Days
of Wondering
when i would
 run out of
TEARS
of
Wishing
 I could stop crying
of
Wishing
I was
 STRONGER

THESE
 are My days
without
YOU
ones where your
 Gone
and I'm Longing
 to See You
Touch You
hear You talk
have You
 Hold Me
 iTght
and stroke my hair

Six days of Pain
Six days of Insanity
Six days
Without You.

Author's Note

I have an anxiaty disorder called Adult Seperational Disorder, where you become VERY attached to the person you are closest to in your life. this person for me happens to be my boyfriend. when you have this disorder, it can make you physicly sick, and severley depressed when your apart from the other person not to mention paraniod. for the last six days he has been in another state. and this is what it was like for me to go trough all that.

Reviews

[melissa]

Wow I know how you feel I can't live without Jake I would go insane without him thank you for sharing this amazing poem I love it

[JulieZee]

wow, that is intense. hope he's coming home soon.