what we've become

prompt writeing!!!!!!!!!

it isnt about fighting

yelling
screaming
not listening
to the other persons words
it isnt about fakeing
a smile
the relationship
yourself
it isnt about setteling
not haveing what you want
and setteling
for second best
but thats what you made it
made me act so fake
that my only real emotion left
was anger
and regret
regret for setteling on you
regret for not knowing
I could do better
changeing 
MYSELF
to be who you wanted
love isn't about changeing yourself
so much
that when you look in the mirror
you see a stranger
its not about setteling
for what's left
not about anger
and pain
but that's what we've become
and this is who you made me
a cynic
that believe that maybe
I just don't deserve love

Reviews

[melissa]

This poem is very true sometimes I feel like I don't deserve Jake sometimes I feel like he deserves better because I stay so depressed because I can't find a job and because I am always home bored out of my.mind