Editing the Past.

i tried to choose

tried to choose something

that wasnt mine to choose

my memories

 

i tried to block them

edit them

remember ones

that never happend

 

and to a point,

it worked

 

it wasnt all that difficult really

remembering things that wernt there

just add details

makes them seem real

 

its the eraseing

the editing

thats the hard part

 

beacuse you keep remembering

little things

tiny things

that dont add up

 

beacuse 2+2 dosnt =5

so it cant be

it dosnt make sense

that way

 

and when you it down

the eraseing

the editing

the changing

 

there comes the cooseing

what to make it

how to change

the past

 

without changeing the present

without effecting the future

just the past

 

i tried to choose

something that wasnt mine to choose

the past

the present, the future

 

i tried to edit,

change, re arange

what allready has been

and what will be

 

but its not up to me

the only thing i CAN change

the only thing up to me

is the present.

 

and now,

that is all

i intend

to edit.

Author's Note

yeah, grammer sucks. i'm well aware. ignore it please. (better im not yelling this time :)

Reviews

[melissa]

Amazing poem