What Im Not Supposed To Do

i wasn't supposed to be an outcast
that's not how you are in my family
in my family you strive to fit in
there's nothing else to it

and if i did end up an outcast
i wasn't supposed to like it
i was supposed to take advice
to look for ways out of it

i wasn't meant to be a freak
i was meant to be a good girl
with morals
and matching cloths

i wasn't supposed to stand out
i was supposed to be part of a set
just another step along the way
nothing special

i wasn't supposed to ask questions
to need answers
and to use them to make decisions
my decisions were already made

my life was already planned
it was prepared from the beginning
and i wasn't supposed to fight it
to fight them

i wasn't supposed to be an outcast
i wasn't supposed to be special
i wasn't supposed to ask questions
i wasn't to expect answers

i wasn't supposed to speak unless spoken to
i wasn't supposed to swear
i wasn't supposed to live
but then again when do i do what im supposed to

Reviews

[melissa]

Great ppem