Nebulous

Lately I’ve been in a daze… I don’t have any answers because everything is just so vague… nothing is in black and white, only gray which only means the true answer is still opaque… trying to avoid my inner demons like the plague… this chess game I’m currently in, I’m running out of good moves I can make.

Why must there be so much uncertainty… why does it always have to hurt me… why can’t all these broken and jagged pieces left of me fit perfectly… the stains of my pain and tars a dark shade of burgundy… my thoughts tend to interact upon inadvertently… they need to be placed in  different facility, I’ll get the transcript together to transfer them to a new university.