How Could You

The crack in the mirror as I looked trying to understand why you didn't want me. I've spent years shedding tears at the thought that I wasn't enough for you. I spent so long trying to figure out this jigsaw puzzle.

I always wanted to change the forecast, but I have yet to find sunshine in a place that the sun doesn't reach. Someday I will transport myself in the sky and talk to the clouds myself. 

When it rain it pours; so much to the point that a flash warning sign pops up in my mind and telling me all residents must evacuate before the storm hits. This storm is strong enough to cause damage that may be beyond repair.

For nearly most of my life I've been in a state of confusion. So many unanswered questions that I have. But, I know those answers will never come. You maybe on this planet in physical form, but even then you're still have yet to breathe life into me. Who? What? When? How? And most importantly, Why? Why would you leave me alone in the cold world? 

Reviews

[M.E.Lyle]

Unanswered questions...they're the worst. There's no understanding, no resolution...nothing. And yet, you're left to try and figure it all out. You seem to be going through a lot. The answers may never come.
You express your feelings outright. This could be your best therapy, if this case is a real life experience.
Good luck and may you have brighter days.

[NelliKong]

thank you for the positive feedback

[red93]

Good Work again NK - by working thru these emotions you can rise above them. The process of Writing can be very healing in itself.

[NelliKong]

Thank you so much for the feedback

[Matthew Daalling]

I like it. I think you should use the word fracture instead of crack in the first line. It might sound better.

[NelliKong]

Thank you for the feedback. I appreciate it

[Coffee Vampier]

Damn that heartbreak. I collect Photos of historical romance that's what you need.

[NelliKong]

thank you for your feedback

[Abram Heron]

Loss and loneliness go hand in hand. This poem has depth and feeling that might be the result of either or both. Well done.

[NelliKong]

Im a woman. But,still thank you for the feedback

[Feelings In Motion.]

You are not alone.
we are all here for u.
But i love ur composition.

[NelliKong]

thank you for the feedback

[Feelings In Motion.]

Your welcome