SorryA Poem by NelliKongI have always been one to be in my head Thinking if I'm better off alive or dead No matter how I try to say or mention Nobody ever pays attention I'm tired of faking this awful smile Cause no matter how hard I run I can't reach the next mile It’s like even when I try to show others what I endure They still don't understand what goes on behind closed doors Tired of people saying Im overreacting But, if they had to audition to play me then maybe they will understand the action Life has been such a disaster Maybe death will finally be my happily ever after All these thoughts I'm trying to gather But why cause nothing even matters Hate pretending that I'm fine Feels like everyone else life matters but mine Not even superman can save me Why? cause all these emotions Im dealing with is already waist deep Tears that fall from my eyes and hit this page, This body that I'm in feels like I'm an animal thats locked in a cage When it rain it pours But i don't know how much i can take anymore Nobody hears my cries for help So i guess I gotta handle things for myself I'm tired of hearing take it one day at a time, Life may be precious but not mine I've been starving for love and compassion as a meal But maybe to feed my appetite I should eat these pills They say that if I do that then its selfish But what am i supposed to do then with all i been dealt with Saying sorry now is too late Acting like you care now is the icing on the cake Even if little things go great But i think i'll be better off in a sunken place My world keeps on crashing down No matter how hard I try to grip myself from leaving the ground Me being gone wouldn't make a difference Things would just move on, i know coincidence Sure they'll say at the funeral that they miss me and how it used to be But i had to end my suffering for me This poem comes to an end and the words I have spun Maybe like drake said “maybe they'll miss me a little when I'm gone” © 2023 NelliKongFeatured Review
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15 Reviews Added on February 16, 2023 Last Updated on February 16, 2023 AuthorNelliKongAboutUsing writing as an outlet and see where it takes me. Open to comments more..Writing
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