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If youre looking for a story that would tickle your romantic senses, make you cry a river or make you laugh then this is not for you. I just want to express my thoughts.

Before you continue reading, I must warn you that this might just be a waste of time.

All that I will be writing here, would just be about my life and how I came to this point. 

What point? If youre curious you can go on and read it. But if not, youre free to go. Thanks for giving this a try though.

So, to those of you who are reading this, then congratulations. Youre about to know the story of my life. 

If I am going to evaluate my life, I am  not yet even in middle phase. I know there's so much to come. So let me just say, I am in the darkest phase of my life. Does it sound so gloomy? Ha ha. Yes, it is. Though my life seems so bright and sunny to others but actually the real story lies behind the light, in its shadows. Where it cant be seen. Often, I try to trace back, "why did it ended up like this?". Just then I was having the best moment of my life but in just a snap, all that I have been taking care of just...diminshed. Up until now, I have been thinking, was it my fault for being careless? was I so indifferent about everything or did someone messed everything up? whom should I blame? Questions after questions sprout like it was endless...so it just came to the point that... I got so tired. I just dont want to think anymore. I dont want to bother. But it was painful. So painful. I just want to sleep it all out. I just want it to end.