Straddling the fence ���

 

Straddling the fence ………

 

Straddling the fence of racial ambiguity

Sometimes it’s an asset other times a liability

Perhaps I was a liability because I given up on that very special day

She never tried to find me I guess it was best to keep things that way

Born into a world where the world is racially divided

Being both German and African it’s really hard to hide it

Maybe I am white maybe I am black

I will never fit into this society and that’s a fact

It takes a lot of courage to keep an outcast like me

But you birthmother will lack this responsibility

Thank God I was adopted by a family that truly, truly loves me

Your womb was just an exit for me to be placed where I was suppose to be

I hope your conscience takes a toll on you while I straddle the fence

While me the scarlet letter, use my life to help others who have similar experiences. 

 

By,

 

 

Myrtice Jameella Edwards

4-2005

ARTIST PROFILE

This poem was written about my feelings of being put up for adoption and being biracial. I have been socialized into selecting one racial identity but not both. The one-drop rule has created a burden on biracial persons. This issue of society categorizing racial identity puts biracial individuals in the position of justifying our ethnic legitimacy. Most of my friends who are mixed were put up for adoption as well. I have learned to use my life experiences to help others.  

 

 

Reviews

[TTBoy28]

Are you really straddling the fence, if you have chosen to side with the 'one-drop rule?' I like that you have chosen to express yourself this way. It is a wonder if you are, however, able to "pass" for the more acceptable race. Have you found both parents? This is a timeless piece you have written - for many who are experiencing this same issue! Thank You!