Sleepless nights

My eyes open to the sight of darkness, and sweaty hands,

I shut my eyes hard in hopes of going back to sleep.

siting in the dark thinking of a plan,

To close my eyes and fall deep.

Then is another day ,

confused by the night.

Still afraid go sleep anyway,

so i can get somethings right.

My heart is now pumping at an incredible rate,

Fearing my own relaxation.

I stay a wake,

Going out of my mind with no sleep for goodness sake.

My sleepless nights are followed by my restless days,

it affects my life in so many ways.

when i wake im left in a daze,

am i goin through an unusual faze.

Frustrated with midnight eyes,

from no sleep, something i cant fight .

So i lay my head ,

trying to go to bed,

Once again i ccant sleep.