songs i could not singA Poem by Deepshikhai am a soul trapped in a body, i am complete as i am unfinished, and even though i've tried to catch myself, i slip through my hands like the water in my veins.i am a soul trapped in a body, i am complete as i am unfinished, and even though i've tried to
catch myself, i slip through my hands like the
water in my veins;
but when i glance into a mirror, eyes searching for those also
mine, she comes out from behind my
thoughts, like the moon smiling from
beneath her veil of clouds;
and she is the bronze chill of
the summer air, the longing i feel to be
completely whole-- she teases me with a flash of
white, a promise of secrets to be
whispered to the wind;
she is large and yet so very
tiny, she is warm but yet there is
cold, she is smoke and wine and mire, and she dances, much like the
stars;
in that glance i catch my soul, even if just for a moment-- i know that i am not made
entirely of stone, but one injected full of living,
breathing fire;
i've tried to catch her for
myself, to put her flutter in a tiny
glass jar, but every time she slips away, somewhere far, back behind the
glass on the mirror;
i know she is somewhere, somewhere other than my eyes-- she is hiding and she is
taunting, for what reason, i can't imagine
why;
and so i've tried to seek her
elsewhere, in the earth, the air, and the
sea-- she seems to be like lightning, fleeting, luminous, and brilliant
at hiding;
as time passes i grow more weary, i try to cajole her into coming
to me, but she remains just out of my
grasp, and she doesn't even tease me
anymore;
she is everything i should be, but nothing like i am-- i am lost in a world of steel and
grey, there's no fire here, no where
for her to be;
but there is one thing i know, one thing i've come to
understand: as i fade from the earth, she
will too, as i burn into ash, she will
evaporate with me;
my voice is cracking from crying her
name, the skin of my soul is stained
with the songs i could not sing, my eyes don't see the colors in
their full clarity, and her heart is
slowing...slowing...slowing...
i am clay and she is fire; she is smoke and i am bone; i may not find her in this world, but when my eyes close at last, she will whisper, before she
leaves, a gentle, loving, bashful
goodnight. © 2013 DeepshikhaAuthor's Note
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Added on February 18, 2013 Last Updated on February 18, 2013 AuthorDeepshikhaWhere Time Passes, PAAboutThis is archive for the poetry I've written, spanning back from when I first started writing in 2007. I mostly write fiction now and don't post it on here. Enjoy if you'd like. I'm Deepshikha. .. more..Writing
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