and out with a bang.

This was just some rantings about life. This is truly how I feel.

And I am here aimlessly thrashing through cold water for a breather, I wonder what really is the purpose of life?

I sit and ponder and I ask him, the holy father, why am I here? Why? I feel so out of place in this place, in this house, in my room, in my family, in my own skin.
And I may not be making any sense, but god, oh god, what am I doing in this life?

Socially restricted and feeling oppressed by the people that come in and out. They only want us to live up to social standards.
To be pretty. To be skinny. To feel pain in order to gain beauty. But is that really all there is in life?

No, I want to feel power, satisfaction, happiness, love. I want to feel free. I want to be able to reach the top of the mountain and scream that I'm here. I AM HERE! So see me for who I am and do not judge me. Do not judge me for not dressing up properly, for my dyed hair, for my likes and dislikes. Do not judge me for my weight, the appearance of my face, the way that I show grace. Do not judge me because I want to be me.

And it doesn't matter the size you are, the gender you are, who you love, how you dress, how smart you are. Just be you because you are beautiful. Just be you because that is your purpose of life.

Author's Note

Ignore grammar mistakes, I was thinking in fragments, so that's how I wrote it :-) share your thoughts!

Reviews

[matrixmark]

A good piece abut being you and only you. I agree quite strongly about many of the points which you make in this piece. T

The last paragrpah was the stand out line - EXCELLENT and truthful summary about loving yourself and not giving a damn about what others think. We are who we are....
Such a worthwhile and honest read.

Mark.

[Natehy]

This makes me so happy! I am so glad that you liked it. Reading things like this really do make me utterly euphoric.

[matrixmark]

An honest piece is always worth my time/comments and review.

Mark.

[Coyote Poetry]

I agree Natehy.
"And it doesn't matter the size you are, the gender you are, who you love, how you dress, how smart you are. Just be you because you are beautiful. Just be you because that is your purpose of life."
The above kines. Wonderful and worthwhile words shared. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote

[Dr. YumnaKay]

I think we, as humans have taken it upon ourselves to judge others based on the outlook.

I can relate to bits of it. Like that need of feeling free.
An honest write for sure.

[Tony Jordan]

Be yourself
Don't be fake
Great message
Hope more stick to it
Bop!!

[mournful bear]

once again, WOW! your speaking the real bible, the real bible that is life!! not those other ones that have so many silly rules. be yourself, enjoy all, i'am what i'am b beautiful penning!!!!!!

[Natehy]

Again, thank you so much. I'm glad you've enjoyed my writing! It really makes me super duper happy. I wrote this with the intent to give some motivation for people who feel it have felt so out of place in, well this place. The world. The society. I wanted people to feel that no matter what other people say, you will still be you no matter what and that is truly beautiful.

[wordman]

the real you is always in the heart,we all need the same things in life,just be true to your self

[Aishwarya Prem]

Yes yess!! Very true!! I can relate to each sentence..I have felt the same way..grammar mistakes never caught my eyes..your emotions captured my heart!!!

[Natehy]

Honestly, when I wrote this I was jumbled and I wrote what I felt. It felt so good! Thank you so much for commenting. :-') it makes me so happy that the message and my emotions got through.

[Aishwarya Prem]

My pleasure dear :)

[Harley Quinn]

Very beautiful. I enjoyed reading this!

[Natehy]

Thanks! I was rumbling some rants but thank you so much (-: