Prevailing Consciousness

Words for self-empowerment

In the midst of my self-accompanying mind, I crucially enable my conscience to pick up on all of my varying flaws, the hardships, and the underlying factors that contribute to my life. The fluidity of my thoughts can lead myself to gain a strong and optimistic mindset or end up letting my sorrows devour me. It is up to me to take full control of how I feel and how to properly resolve the negativity that I may face. That is the beauty of the human mind. We feel so many emotions throughout the events life tosses at us. So many questions arise in our heads that are either out of awe or stem from complete doubt.

Recently, I have felt like everything is falling apart and that it is quite easier said than done to keep a positive outlook in my situation. I feel like so much is missing and that I am lacking everything I want in life. I want things that I have not reached yet and I have overwhelmingly desired ideas that involve something that I cannot have. I cannot deny how much it hurts to feel this way, how devastating it is to want things so bad that are unavailable to me. All I can do though is use the optimism inside of my mind that has kept me going this whole time, rather I have realized it or not. Eventually, the feelings that pain me so much right now will fade away.

The best thing about the human mind is that it has the power and capability to strive, through even the shittiest of moments. I have gone through so much in life, which has led me to extremely low points where I have continuously questioned my purpose and constantly thought there was no point in being here on this earth. However, I have always fought harder than I thought in those moments, and became a much more strong minded individual.

That is the beauty of our minds and conscience, they help us all develop improved ways of coping, which leads us all to progress through even our worst moments. Even though I cannot lie that in this time currently I still have my many moments of feeling like absolute s**t, I am a realist who knows I can get through all of this as time passes by. One day I will be free from the overwhelming thoughts that intrude my mind so frequently in this present time being. Changing one’s mindset is essential, no matter how difficult it may sound. Doing so can truly change major aspects of one’s life and make us appreciate ourselves for who we really are. We are all key components of nature that deserve true happiness and self-love within ourselves. We cannot blame ourselves for all of the ways we end up feeling, for it is human nature. Perfect truly does not exist and feelings are what keep us alive. They are what form our beautiful and complex souls.

~N.R.