darkness evoled

A Story by nats

There nothing inside, a mind numbing pain, followed by emotional darkness, you could see the distances in her eyes. Faking laughter, pain, sorrow, everything the human mind was made to feel, she was numb to it. The mischief dancing through her mind, she was born for trouble and somehow it always found her. The evilness poured through her veins more than life intended and at one point she would always try fighting it but eventually she learnt not to fight what she was meant to be and accept what she was. She was the type of girl that would cut your veins with a smile on her face and drink your blood if you took too long to die. She didn't believe in the fairy tale bullshit like everyone else, she believed that if anyone ever got close to her, she'd end up hurting them, either for her own selfish reasons or if she cared enough, it would be to save them the pain later down in life, being that they might get to attached to her ans sooner or later, she'd get bored and stop caring. No one tired hard enough to keep her, she didn't have a prince charming coming in on a white horse to save her, she didn't need one, she could save herself and so she learnt to let go of people easily. At times, she would think about the good things she'd let go of in the past, wondering if her life would have been any different today, leaving a meaningless tear to strode down her cheek, her blood growing warm and her heart soar until she snapped herself back into reality. Reality was, she considered herself a monster, prone to hurt people for the rest of her useless life, but she loved the darkness inside her as if it were her own child and in more was than some it was, since she would always take care of it till her death, she would always find ways to quench its thirst, despite how ridiculous the standards. The darkness was her companion, the reason for everything she did up to this day ans she needed nothing beside the creature that lived in her, the darkness that slowly ripped her life apart.