Holds on to

a girl that i love but not much anymore

I have always hold on to our relationship
But it didn’t go anywhere
Tired of hurting one another
Cried like a river,
Nowhere to go, Standing in the snow
Wanted to be alone for awhile
But I couldn't do that at all,
When I’m so desperately for that one person
What was wrong with me to feel this way?
Loves her even when I’m so hurt
Knowing that she doesn't feel that way,
Sorrow I’m having in my heart
So lonely that I have been getting,

I always told her that I’m there for her
Whenever she needs me,
Even for that one moment of comfort
Never knew that she still have that light
Of us together,
Thou my spark has die down and gone
Still care for her like a friend,
So far away the love that I use to see
Between her and I even thou its gone now
My respect and cherish will stays
Long gone with my love for her
But everything still stays the same
Nobody can ever take that away,

I can't last remember the touch we had
Nor the love we had kissed,
To each other that was a long time
Even though it was a couple week ago,
But to me, that was a distance past
Look at it sometime,
Remember the things we had did
But now, it isn't the same anymore
The feeling, the love and the touch
Has gone away from my heart
So why I am still linger to it?
A question that I wanted to ask
What was it in my heart right now?
Am I still having those feeling inside?
Maybe I hide it from myself,
Scare of love, scare of commitment
Heartbroken that I don't want anymore
Maybe someday you and I will be back
If we're meant for each other
And that I will always cherish the love
That we used to have with one another.