Hard to express

trying to express myself to a girl...

 

It’s so hard to understand anything at all

Having a weird feeling about everything

Want to be there for that girl all the time

But I’m so confused about us,

Feels the love I have for her

And there she goes hurting me once again

I’m tired of giving out my trust

Being used like a doll,

Ripping my heart out like nothing

What was wrong with me?

To love this girl so much and yet,

Being hurt by her all over again

I cried so many times,

Hating what I have to become

Hurting each other each times

Just don’t know how to express it

 

It so hard to tell her how I feel inside

Of me that I am feeling,

Wanting to pass that unconditionally

Mix feeling that I having inside

What is it that I should do?

Want to be happy once again

So many times I have cried

Hopeing that the pains would go away

But instead it stays there,

Making me look back

To the past that I desire not to

What was wrong with this life?

Making me feeling this way

About the two of us,

Why I couldn't cherish it?

When it matters to me so much

Feels so confuse about everything

So hard to express it

 

I told her that I’m having a second thought

What was it I that I should do?

So much I’m trying to keep inside

Knowing that it doesn't feel that way

Feels so empty,

It doesn’t matter how I am feeling

Even if it was the past,

Present or the future of mine

I always love you the same way,

If everything between us isn't the same

Even thou you have blamed me,

I don't blame you for that,

The only thing I am seeing is us

Being drifting apart from one another

So hard to say what on my mind,

So many things I’m trying to say

Little time to express it out

All I could ever say to you is that

I only love you my princess.