Up to You

 

I have always told you that I cared

Shown my impression of myself

Opened up myself up to you all these time

But you haven't noticing at all,

Thought I was with some other girl

Accusing me of something that wasn't true

And now that you're mad at me,

You don’t even act the same way,

A Friendship that I am feeling between

Couldn’t understand what was it

That you were thinking to yourself,

Never knew how much I’m so in love

Trying to find an answer,

But I couldn’t think of anything at all,

These emotions I always have been feeling

None of it was a lied, even opened up

To you knowing that I would be hurt at the end,

Didn’t care how I would feel at end

As long I get to see that smiles,

So now it's all up to what you want

Tell me what was in your mind between us

It is all up to you.

 

We accused each other so many times,

Lately we always been fighting

I’m so sicken tired of it,

Seeing those tear coming out of your eyes

I wish I could whip them away,

Never felt so in love with anyone before

Until the time I have laid my eyes on you,

Couldn’t understand what was it

That makes me feel this way...

Questioned myself so many times

Why it got to be this way,

We have been through a lot together

So why can't we understand one another

Instead of treating each other this way

To make it seem like we're just friends,

How I am trying to work things out

But then there another problem comes between us

To make us fight over it again,

Making things so complicating

Wanting it to end and be happy again

I hate of seeing when you’re sad about things

That wasn't important at all,

So tell me what is it that you want to do?

Now that is it up to you.

 

You always tell me that whatever happens

We will always be together,

But now you're having a second thought

About us and what we had

I couldn't amazing what was it that you

Were thinking about in that mind

To making an another decision we had

Agreed upon together,

Therefore I don't what else to tell ya

Beside sitting here pondering,

Misleading each others

Can’t understand what you want for yourself

Let me know when you decide

What was it in your heart?

To be so confuse about the love we have

I don't want to be leading around

Not knowing what was it

That you feel inside of your heart about us

I love you but I can't stand being hurt

By the stuff that wasn't there,

When I thought that we had something going

That it’s up to you.