Stresses

 

So many stresses in my mind

I never knew how to take it out of me

Always think about this and that,

Never knew how to answered it at all

Why this love is giving me so much heartache

I never done anything wrong to her

But I feel so confuse and unreliable

Just want to cry out of my mind

Thinking of what to say to her when I couldn't

What is it about her to make me feel this way?

To be in love and yet so hurting,

Couldn’t say anything to her at all

Feels like my heart is shutting down on me

Yet I feel like I needed her in my life

Trying to be happy at the same time

So many things in my mind I don't know

What is the best way and makes

This stresses goes away

I know it is so wrong inside of me

To ignores her and yet I couldn't think of anything

And make it right between her and me,

I have been feeling like her and drafting apart

Walking our own separated way that I don’t want

And yet I’m feeling so hurts and confused

How this love I have in of me is makes me

So uncomfortable about everything,

Walking away is the wrong thing to do right now

And yet staying in this place makes

Me so miserable at the same time,

What is the right thing to do and yet be happy?

At the same time too,

I wish I knew the answer to all of these

But my heart is so quiet and silence

Feeling so confused and anger at myself

Don’t want her to feels bad after we been

Through so much together,

Yet I’m feeling so frustrated at the same time

Wishing this stresses goes away

So speechless is what I’m feeling right now

Couldn’t think of a word to say to her

And yet answered those question in my heart

So many things in my mind,

Over and over I’m trying to get over it

But it comes back once again in my mind

For the answer it needs,

Don’t know what I should tell it

But only stays in silence and wonder

What is it should I do?

Moving on from her isn't what I wanted

But at the same it feels like already happened

Why I am feeling this way?

To make it more default between us

And making things even worse than before

Just wishing this stresses goes away.