First time

It's always the small things that make big difference.. Mine small thing was her smile!!!!!

I first met her in my first year of bba in noida. First day I noticed her sitting in semi-circled structured hall in front of our library. There was a bandanna on her hair, she was wearing a spaghetti blue jeans and reading her admission form through her glasses. A guy was sitting next to her. I got happy and sad at the same time and walked away. Honestly I thought she was way out of my league and her face got stuck on mind. Anyway after sometime our orientation started and we all were sitting in the hall and tolerating the speeches by the faculties. There a faculty asked us to form small groups and exchange info about each other unluckily she was not in my group. My chance came to tell everyone about the people in my group. I remember only one thing about that moment that I was pointing on someone and telling the crowd that his hobby is to watch TV with a smile. There I heard her voice for the first time and she said to me "SO YOU DONT WATCH TV".. I stupidly replied NO I don’t she laughed and I got down the aisle. I so wanted to talk to her. Her words were resounding in my head for the entire orientation. Now rumors were coming to me that the guy she was with is her Bf. I Stopped thinking about her, and blending myself with new people there. After college I went to the hostel there I found out that my roommate is the same guy who was with her. But he didn’t shift to hostel. Next day I went to college I was sitting on stairs which was directly in front of the college gate but at a distance. I saw her entering the college with that guy I stood up and I went to the class. While I was on my way to class I heard a voice “who is AKA(she used my real name)” I turned back I saw it was her asking some guy who was pointing towards me. She saw me I saw her. I continued my walk to the class. Her guy came and sat next to me and said hi I am shobit I am your roommate I said cool. Now seniors came for ragging and were checking on us on the dress code which they gave. I had a good repo with seniors cause they were the hostellers. Girls had to wear sandals instead of chapals and she wasn’t wearing them. She was panicking ab kya hoga. I was passing by and she asked me for my sandals I gave them to her. Now when I came back she came and sat next to me. There I noticed her eyes which were so beautiful. We became kind of friends. There I asked her if shobit was her bf she said no he was her father’s friend’s son who came from hyd. But I was confirmed that she was out of my league material. Anyway our talks increased and everyone was noticing us. At the end of the day when a group of seniors came and started ragging us. They asked the girl to do ball dance with any one of the guy she like. She chose me and I was like okay we danced. There for the first time I came in contact with her sleepy smell. From there we came so close every day we roam the college premises we smoked cigarette in parking lots bunked college and went to atta. I was in love with her but I wasn’t sure what she was feeling. I came back to my home town in holidays. There she called me and bluntly said I love you AKA I was riding on a back and was stunned for few seconds. I was so stupid that I didn’t say anything she said that say I love you too. And there I said it and for the first time in my life I felt it. My world changed from that instance. I went back to college there she was waiting on that college stairs for me. I was really stupid I was acting that I love you didn’t happened at all. But her eyes man made me ask her that Are you sure you are in love with me? She hugged me and said yes. Practically it was just a moment but for me it was everything. From there our love story started. We made out in every hook n corner of that college. I tied her shoe laces in front of the entire college. She had a maruti 800 and she was a really bad driver. She used to come and pick me up form my hostel. One day she banged a sabzi walla there were aloo pyaz tamater in the car when she came to pick me up. She became my world we were getting serious day by day. We broke so many times but still we came back together the other day. Our love story was the famous in the college. Actually it got the major limelight when she left her home completely and came to college one evening where I was completely unaware of the fact that she ran from home. She came and said please drop me to my friends place in gurgaon. I said ok I borrowed my friends car I was trying to calm her and telling her to go back home. My friends in college called me up that her mom is in the college. Somehow I brought her back to college to her mom. Her mom complained in college that I was brain washing her daughter anyway college authorities hired a counselor for us. But she was next to me. I jhelofied everything. After that incident her car privileges were taken from her. So she used to take rickshaws which were about a km away from our college. Every single day I used to walk with her on that road to rickshaw stand and came back alone. Every single day I walked on that road. One day we met in her friend’s apartment where we first came close. I married her in front of the small temple that was there in the apartment. I had a small pendent in a black thread. Filmy style mein I tied it across her neck. That moment will never fade from my memory anyway we went on long car drives watched movies together studied in college together for exams. On the last day of our first year exam she gave me a very bad news that changed everything.