I Choose to Trust

Once I've tired of feeling insecure & paranoid
I choose to trust

Once I've tired of tearing down the curtain of lies & deception
I choose to trust

Once I've tired of the boggling mind games
I choose to trust

Once I've tired of playing peekaboo with my heart
I choose to trust

Once I've tired of being made a fool
I choose to trust

For now
Whilst I have not tired 

I'll continue to dig & dig
Until I get to the bottom of it all

Whether imagined or otherwise
And see for myself

What a real fool I've been
Or what an undeserving creep you are

Until then
Until I choose to trust

You are not yet off the hook, Mr!

Oh no, you're not!