faking a smile for you

its serious pain and is abaout the supression from the desire of death

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Faking a smile for you

 

When I look at the sombre sky

Erupting the desire to die

What can I do?

No one believes me

A “joke” describes my life

Memories flood back as I decide to leave

Barely able to breathe

Cuz ive been crying

Really dying

Inside

Cuz how ive been living aint true

Cuz ive been living by

Faking a smile for you

 

My hands are numb

Can’t turn back and see

Can’t face the horrors of the past nor the present

Burning inside as I descend

The staircase leads to another world

Where your soul is sold

Now I want to run away

I try to everyday

 But I stop, as I know I don’t have the courage

And I am afraid

Cuz how ive been living aint true

Cuz ive been living by

Faking a smile for you