The Weight Of The World.

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I love how no one seems to notice the way I feel inside.

All that they do notice is my smile and laugh.

The way I seem so happy, so under control.

When really, I'm so confused, feelings taking their toll.

No one sees my smile twitch, my eyes start to water, my grip start to slip.

They only see what the want to.

A happy smiling girl.

They don't know I carry the weight of the world.

They never see me cry, they never see me break, they have no idea my smile is fake.

So, when I close my eyes, and finally slip away, I'll try to see what they see, maybe the vision will stay.