Pain Everyday

Im screaming, but nobody cares 

it hurts 

im sick all the time, which is time i do not have

i have to do it. but i dont want to

what if something bad happens

what if everyone sees how weak i truly am

what then, what now, whatever

i guess i dont care, 

but i do care

i care so much it hurts

its all i think about

is today going to be a good day

am i going to be happy 

yeah right i am never going to be happy

because this feeling eats me up inside like a poison killing me slowly

it hurts

and like i said nobody cares.

Author's Note

what anxiety can do to a person

Reviews

[Wandering Minstrel]

Love the format you have used for this delightful, touching expression!