The Long Struggle

A Story by myles

this is about love and how they or you cant move on

SN, I know this doesn't mean anything to you and that you don't like me but I love you so much ever since I first laid eyes on you I have liked you and I am sorry I was such a bad partner I am really really sorry for everything I have done. I know you don't like me but I still like you and I know you still like *insert a name* and to think about it I have known you for a year. I hope every day of your life is amazing. I don't tell you this a lot but I love you and you are amazing like perfect. you are so sweet and nice you even put up with me every day. I love you so much and you are amazing you are so kind to others no matter what and you are always nice to people and me. I know you make people happy I know you make me happy especially when I am upset. You have such a good personality you are friendly. You are talkative as well and always listen to me and others. You are so amazing words can't even explain. I hate that I love you so much with every passing day i hate even more that I’m slowly falling deeper in love with you. Every minute of every hour every second that passes my love for you gains more It’s like a disease. A deadly disease that spreads through my body making me fall ever so deep deeper than the ocean and it’s crashing like huge waves. My love deeper than life its self I hate that every word I say to you is filled with love I hate the way I could be bored and go straight to you. I hate the way I fall ever so deep in love and get my heart shattered I hate how I fall deep in love Every word I speak to you is filled with love but in the end. Everyone else you know say those love filled words everyone else say the same thing. Everyone else loves you more I hate that I know I’m getting my heart played with like the stings of a piano. I hate how I fall in love and it’s all just an act I hate that I know that the thing more toxic than ever is a fake I love you so. I hope every day of your life is amazing just like you. SN, I love you so much and you are amazing you are so kind to others no matter what and you are always nice to people too. You are very creative you think of the coolest things ever. You have such a good personality you are friendly and you are nice to kids as well. You are also very smart as well. You make me happy when I am sad.