Entry #1

spur of inspiration

Change it        

   Mistakes and regrets are our strongest sorrows. Letting every failed attempt or mess up drill in our minds, leaving a large hole for everything else to just fall in and pack your thoughts. Causing you to slowly lose sight of your memories and yourself as you're smashed so beyond the lines of "I'm alright." Especially if you're watching your world deteriorate in your hands as you realize it's because of you. You are the reason your life shines no light, but darkness over you. You are the reason the sun is blown out like a candle, not even leaving a dark ray of light as the moon is no where to be found. You've dug a hole so deep, your tears would be the only way out. Everything that happens to you is a result of your doing. Which means if life is so bad...why haven't you put in an effort to change that? It is possible. Anything's possible as long as you really want it. Things can be changed. You see an item in a certain place you really dislike and all you want to do is move it, so you eventually move it because you wanted it moved, you wanted to change it. Works the same way for your life. You want to change something, you put in every effort to do so. Not like you're bound to a floor that's slowly drowning you, you have every key to a lock that holds you down. Don't let yourself believe otherwise.

-Layla L-

Author's Note

ignore grammar problems