Thoughts

January 17th, 2007

A midnight sky,black as coal..
So cold and alone with no one to hold.
Through your pain I find beauty..
Through your darkness I find light...
Blanket of black velvet thrown gracefully over the stars...
No moon will kiss the darkness tonight...
It is upon this hill I gaze at you..
A smile plastered on my face..
Through this hellish nightmare...I find my fantasies..
Some may call me crazy
Some may say a fool..
And some may find my desire all too cruel..
But I never said I'd hurt you..
Did I?
I never said you'd die..
Alone.
I never said you'd bleed..
Much.
I love to hate you,though I know not why..
Just sitting here in solitude under the darkened sky..
I have no desire to see you,or hear your many lies..
Only want to sit here...so imbolized..
I am in no pain..
And yet...
I yern for your blood on my hands..
You have done me no wrong..
And yet..
I long to hear you scream.
Scream for mercy..
This smile spreads across my lips..
The darkness taste so sweet..
Devoured by the shadows..
Should I begin to weep?
A small laugh whispers through the air..
I am not afraid.
Fearing the darkness..
I would be weak...
And thus,you would overpower me..
But I am only conquered by this midnight sky...
So dark and cold with no one to hold...