First Sight

First Sight

A Poem by maya_online
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I only want to be loved, but even that is too much.

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I've only seen you once, my love.
But once was enough to know 
that whoever you were,
you were meant for me.

I think about you often, my love.
The way your eyes close when
you focus,
the way you tap your pen
when thinking. 
I notice these things because
it only took one look to be
utterly
infatuated.

I want to hold your hand, my love.
But I'm afraid of rejection,
afraid of speaking
to you,
afraid of me,
of what I may say,
of what I won't
watching you from afar is 
easier than loving you
up close.

I see that look in your eye, love.
That look you give that other woman,
the way you watch her do things
that only she does, the way
I wanted you to look at
me
but you've seen another.

I'm to let you go.
I'm to give up this silly
interest,
but as I watch you for the 
last time, 
I see the way you see
her,
the way you think about
her,
the way you want to
hold her hand
just as I wished for
you.
I'm to let you go, but
I know this
interest will plague me, sick.
So I must have you
I will have you
because I've seen you 
only once, and yet my 
heart beats twice.
my love.

© 2024 maya_online


Author's Note

maya_online
https://voca.ro/177mrj1bHInA

starting to try audio so if your interested, reread some of my others with audio as all of them have it now, this is basically part one for "Mine even though", how the main character falls in love, why their so obsessed with the thought of being with them.

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I like how the man in the poem desires love just like the writer but with a different person. As I recall, that seemed to ring true with my own, youthful infatuations. I believe the two (man and the writer) will find each other in the end. It happened to me and my husband.

Posted 1 Month Ago


there've been a few times at work i meet a girl way out of my league and i just feel like a loser because i know i'll never talk to her properly. well, that's life and if it hurts then it's a good topic to write about. that's how i am.
i'm really starting to like your style. i didn't think so at first, but we do have a few things in common. so i vibe with your words and i'm going to check out your audio too.

Posted 1 Month Ago


maya_online

1 Month Ago

Hearing you say this warms my heart, Ern. I love your writing and your personality that I've seen so.. read more

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Added on November 11, 2024
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Tags: romance, possession, love, maya_online

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