Amends to the Rejection

It's like I'm being ripped apart all over again. I thought things were changing for me, but it all goes back to pain and suffering. I never thought caring for someone so much could hurt. I don't know if I did something wrong or...what. If I did do something wrong I'm sorry. Just talk to me. It hurts not knowing what is wrong and what is right. Did I do something to hurt you? Did I say something wrong? Did I not do what you wanted me to? I don't know. Tell me if it's me. I don't care if the truth hurts me like a billion needles with poison shot into me and I'm slowly dying. I just wanna know. Did I do something wrong? I'm sorry. Just answer me. It's the least you could do to keep me from my thoughts. Put me to peace and leave the suffering out.