10th letter

Pierre,

 

What did you feel?

 

What did you feel when I started to ignore you?

 

I just thought that maybe... just maybe... somehow, it would help me lessen the pain I'm feeling.

 

Pierre, you just stabbed me right here *points at my heart*. It hurt so much I can barely breathe. 

 

It's suffocating me, Pierre. 

 

The fact that you found another girl.

 

It's suffocating me.

 

I thought before, we already have a chance. Or at least I have the chance to prove myself to you.

 

But I guess that was a 0% chance 'cause you already found someone else.

 

So tell me, Pierre. Did it hurt when I left you? Did you miss me when I forcibly erased you from my world? From my life?

 

I want to know. 'Cause let me tell you, everytime I hear your voice calling out my name, I lose my sanity.

 

I don't even know who or what to care for anymore.

 

My broken self and my bleeding heart? Or you, who caused me such.