9th letter

Pierre,

 

What was it you felt? Was it pain? Happiness? Or was it anger? 

 

Tell me.

 

What was it you felt when you left her?

 

I heard that it wasn't your decision, but your parents'.

 

Were you lonely? Shattered?

 

No one could tell. You wore a mask. Displayed a poker face.

 

 

Would you hate me if I tell you that I was actually ecstatic when I found that out?

 

I felt sorry for the girl but... would you blame me if I was genuinely happy with what happened for the both of you?

 

Tell me.

 

Am I becoming selfish?

 

 

I don't think so.

 

Because if I was, I wouldn't be writing these letters for you anymore.