7th letter

Alone with pain

 

Pierre,

 

Did I regret being your seatmate?

 

I want to...

 

        because I felt that you wanted her to be by your side instead of me.

 

But I don't...

 

        because that is how close we're going to get.

 

Seatmates.

 

Just that.

 

Pierre, I was happy for you. No bitter thoughts. Seeing you glow just by talking to her, it brought me jealousy. Because I can't even do that to you. Still, I was happy. Who am I to go against the two of you.

 

Oh yeah. Just this girl who stands from afar, who can't do anything but watch.

 

 

 

You held her heart. She was holding yours.

 

My heart? I thought you were holding it, Pierre. But what a stupid thought. You were already holding hers, so why burden yourself with mine, a worthless one.

 

So there I was... left with nothing but pain.