My Alter Self

Changing things. Yeah.. basically. But that isn't quite the point. I think. A lot. And I never reach a conclusion just because I'm always so late thinking. I overthink those things after I've done them. So they don't matter anymore, do they? I want to be the best me I could possibly be therefore I never act without actually thinking about it but you know what? I still ain't the best me I wish to be. It might sound hilarious I mean some random talking about changing. As far as I'm concerned I know what it means to wonder if people would still accept your alter self. Alter self. That is what I'm heading to and even though people might break up with you or whatever. It doesn't matter. Are you living to seduce them? No? Then why are you exactly doing it? You are afraid and it's okay seriously anger, sadness whatever emotion will bring the change with you it is okay and it will feel better. Even if it takes some time to handle your feelings. I dislike how I am currently. I don't want to hurt people. I don't want to say bad things. I don't tell you to be mean but what would I give for a little relieve. To ensure whatever i'm saying to the person's face right now they won't be offended or act like a complete coward not wanting to hear what you're saying. Thus you already know who your foe and who your friend is. If they aren't willing to accept what is told them why would they accept themselves. So I conclude they are just like you and me. People not accepting change just for the risk it might hold in. What a bright future we are wasting, aren't we.