Inferior

you make me feel stupid. weak. inferior. why are we friends again?

unimaginable
the way you make me feel
weak, defenseless, animal
mewing and pawing for any sense of
relief
decapitated, dethroned
inferior to your unproven knowledge
otherworldly, you are God
and Heaven and stars
and all things i can never see
even with the lights on
love and fear and hate
 you make me ill
hurt
crushed beneath your staggering weight
i will never be free of this.

Reviews

[DeliriousCerises]

I love this. It's rough having a friend who makes you feel like this. And then even if you do try to do anything they make you think you're crazy or stupid for feeling like this, which then makes you feel even worse. You've captured the feeling of inferior so well.