How can you blame me?

My body shakes as i sit
and wonder. What it is I did wrong, 
To make you so hateful and angry,
For you to say you don't belong.

My tears they fall quickly,
But quietly to the floor.
Your screaming now a whisper, 
As you stand only inches from my door.

Just tell me one thing..
I ask that of you...
Tell me what I did wrong..
Just what did I do ?

Because I'm crying for you to stay..
I still care that I show..
But your saying things that don't make sense ..
And where you got them I just don't know ..

You say things have never been right..
Could I have imagined it all?
You say I have never loved you..
Then why do I cry curled in this ball ?

Do tell me what your thinking..
I admit I don't understand ..
Could it have all never happened ?
Had I ever had your hand?

You say I did this ..
But i just don't see ..
You were cheating with her!
How is that because of me?

My body is shaking
My mind is so confused 
Just tell me what you thinking
How could it be you that was used?

I'm laying here crying
And yet I'm still wondering why
What could I have done wrong
Even though I know it's a lie

Your with her now 
So please just tell me one thing
Why did you do this to me 
When you knew all the pain it would bring? 

Reviews

[Matt Shriver]

well done.

[Silent Kim aka mizmetap..]

Nice rythem and beat. Lots of emotions spilled out of your write. Nice work.

[Brandon]

Very well done and heartfelt. Very bad situation to be in definitely, but you did very well putting it into words. Great job

[Ruth]

Beautifully vivid love, pain on the screen! Stunningly so!
Moving forward or gaining answers is always hard! Such pain needs to be executed and you have done so in a manner which is powerful
xx

[SpokenWord]

I think all your answers are in the poem itself, it is a form of closure, the end to justify a new beginning. I think we all feel better when one tells us the truth over trying to spare our feelings while feeding us lies that don't make sense. Nice write.

[Zeitgeist Manifesto]

Raw and angry.
Even with all of the hurt there is strength.
This heart will not be broken for long.