Carlo..

I will not make the same mistakes,
I will not let myself,
You caused my heart so much misery,
I fell so hard,
Shattered into pieces.
Tear roll down my face,
Flooding my cheeks as if rain in an empty bank.
I don't know what your after,
But I'm trying to hold on,
Through all the tears, and laughter's.
Seems as like everywhere I go, it reminds me of you,
I'm losing my mind, Yes I have made mistakes,
Thought you'd always be mine.
God how can this happen,
I had a wake-up call, how could I have fallen this hard,
Starting over is so hard.
It's hard to breath when your not mine,
How could you leave?
How could you think she loves you like I do?
How could you?
You had it all,
In the grasp of your hands,
The one who loves you the most.
I'm sitting here, crying out for you, to hold me once again, to love me like you once did.
Sitting here, thinking about you all night long,
Hearing the ticking of the clock,
Praying one day you'll be mine once again,
Wiping the tears off my face,
Holding me so close, kissing me, telling me everything will be okay.
We are one,
You and I,
But you'll see things don't always go according to plan,
But you'll see everyday that I'll never turn away from you,
When it seems all your dreams become undone,
I'm standing by your side with hope and pride,
We are more then what you think,
You can still be the way you are,
And you can trust in your heart, that I'll always be there,
Through the thick and thin, through the trouble and the blessings,
Your journey has just began.
Your love is the music of my heart,
Putting your faith in me, what that has done to my soul,
You told me to run, you told me to fly,
You have helped me to free my self from my cold heart,
You've helped me open my open my eyes, to things I've never done before.
You've always been on my side,
You are the one who knows me better then anyone else,
My secrets, my dreams, my fears.
You've gotten through to were no one else ever has.
Cause you have always seen the best in me,
But everyone tells me I could do better, I'm stupid for staying, that you might not be the one for me.
But I'm not stupid, I know your the one for me,
Gods given me my match, my pair, my soul-mate.
Trying to make us work,
Given it my all.
Have I ever told you, no one is above you,
You fill my heart with gladness, You take away all of my sadness.
You fill it with laughter.
At the end of the day, I give you thanks for everything,
This might be the closes we ever get again,
But I cant tell you I love you, with out crying,
Are you really over  me?
Sitting in this quiet room,
Your moving on with all my heart,
Why did this ever have to happen?
I know, but I don't know.
To much on my mind, to get anything done,
But I do have one more thing to say,
I still love you with all my heart Carlo D. Taylor!