Sorrows

I wanna feel the knife on the skin.
Ripping through my flesh.
I feel cold inside.
My heart as frozen as an iceberg.
I’m sinking in the water.
I can not breath.
What to do.
I cant stop.
I feel no pain.
Drifting away.
Farther and farther away.
no one to save me.
No one to help me.
Drowning in my own sorrows.
I can not stop.
Will someone save me?
I scream, yet no one hears me.
Am I screaming or do I just think I am.
I scream again yet no one there.
I keep drowning feeling cold
I wanna let go the last breath but cant.
I try to hold on but I don’t know how much longer I can.