J.stoner

I'm begging for your attention, 

But you won't listen.

I can't keep pretending I want to be here, 

Because things have changed. 

I'm growing up, 

You're staying the same. 

What you say's not what you mean,

Baby, what happened to 'we' the 'team'. 

I feel like it's just you vs. me. 

Me speaking, you listening but not hearing. 

I can't stand him, but he's loyal. 

He's the other half I want so badly for you to be. 

But you refuse to see, 

To hear me scream. 

Watching me,

Crying,

Hurting,

All you seem to do is walk away when I need you most.

Well I need you all the time,

So what does that tell you?

I can't find a way

To get through to you.

I can't figure out if you don't care,

Or if you're just that ignorant

To what I need,

What I'm longing for.

Go ahead, Keep doing what you do. 

Pretty soon, 

Within time, 

I'll gain the balls I need to do what I need to. 

And I hope you don't miss me,

Because I'm slowly starting to hate 

Everything you are.