Heartless

I've come to learn

I am heartless.

Not purposely, but defensively.

Ruined by the one that birthed me,

I am cold and numb,

Without a cure.

As hard as I try

Unable to cry, 

Unable to feel.

Unable to love, 

Unable to trust,

And the worst thing is,

I don't know how to fix it.

I am taking the first step in the right direction.