Goodbye

This is a sad one?

My tears aren't tears.

They are fire coming with sadness.

The tears were for someone but now they are gone.

You are not the reason for what I did.

It was my fault for doing this to you.

I know you will never forgive me!

You did not have the power to stop me no one did…

I had the thought of giving life one more chance.

When I did give life one more chance it failed...

I gave hints but no one noticed...

I hate  doing what I did…

It was all threw anger and sadness.

I’m sorry for hating the way I look…

I knew I was beautiful but there was a voice who said I wasn’t.

I’m sorry for changing when you stopped...

I just wanted people to like me but, I wasn’t good enough.

When I saw that life was getting harder…

I just wanted it to end..

But instead I saw you.

I should've chosen a different way…

But I couldn’t...

The voices in my head were  yelling at me.

And I couldn't handle it.

I wish you didn't have to witness this or it be part of your life.

I hope you can Forgive me and I'm sorry for putting you through the pain that I had..

I wish I could of say goodbye to you at least once…

Goodbye..

Reviews

[Delmar Cooper]

One of the most beautiful and heart felt suicide poems I have read this week, really ranks high in the genre.
You have a good talent for this. The painful depiction of pain is a true art form. I felt your depiction in this. I suffered reading this. Thanks for sharing .